Authenticity in Action.

Founded in January 2025, Rowski Media is my creative platform, built at the intersection of storytelling, strategy, and emotional connection. It houses a multidisciplinary portfolio spanning video production, music production, design, branding, and creative consultancy. But more than a showcase, it’s a space to create with intention and inspire others to do the same.

Rowski Media isn’t just about showcasing projects; it’s about pushing boundaries, collaborating with like-minded creators, and delivering content that resonates. Whether it’s producing compelling video content, crafting bold visual identities, or developing strategies that connect brands with their audiences, every project is driven by authenticity and purpose.

Stay tuned for the latest updates, new collaborations, and fresh creative ventures. There’s always something in the works!

About Me

On August 18th, 2013, at just ten years old, I embarked on my first venture into content creation under the pseudonym RowanULTRAGAMER. What started as a platform for gaming videos filmed with a 4th-generation iPad, pointed at a Sony Vaio laptop, soon evolved into vlogs, short films, and a variety of creative projects that fuelled my imagination. Though my audience was small, just a few hundred subscribers and thousands of views, the passion behind it was undeniable. I loved creating, sharing, and connecting.

But as I grew older, things changed. The excitement I once felt had been overshadowed by self-doubt. Years of trauma had chipped away at my confidence, making me second-guess myself and the content I was putting out. I started to feel like I wasn’t good enough, that my work didn’t matter, and that no one cared. In a moment of frustration, I deleted the channel, erasing not just my videos but years of creativity, growth, and a part of myself. It’s a decision I’ve often looked back on with regret, but have come to understand it’s what helped shape me.

Fast forward to today, and that early passion for content creation has been reignited. But this time, it’s different. After years of personal growth, healing, and lived experience, I’ve come to understand that creativity isn’t just about making things; it’s a way of processing, reflecting, and finding meaning in the chaos of life.

Storytelling has the power to inspire, connect, and heal, not just for the audience but also for the creator. Through my experiences, both the struggles and the lessons they’ve taught me, I’ve learned not to let fear or external negativity dictate my path. Instead, I see content creation as an extension of personal growth, a space to explore authenticity, and a means of building real, lasting connections.

More than anything, this is about making peace with my younger self. The version of me that was full of ideas, unfiltered excitement, and a hunger to create. For too long, self-doubt and external influences stifled that voice. Now, I’m giving myself permission to embrace it fully, to honour the creativity I once second-guessed, and to make up for lost time. This isn’t just about moving forward. It’s about doing right by the kid who started it all.

With love and gratitude,

Rowan Searle